Sunday, December 9, 2012
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Tuesday, September 4, 2012
Do Homework - Matthew Martin-Croft
Do Homework - Matthew Martin-Croft
this would be the third time I have taken this class... I want to face this challenge head on, full force w/ piss and vinegar. The only thing is, okay not the only thing, is that I get to a point where I am so frustrated that I can no longer thing straight. I get that stress headache and I burst out in tears. Okay, I do not burst out in tears but I am crying side and thoughts of shooting myself dance like sugar plums in my head!
I do not think like a math person, I do not understand the mind of an accountant... I wonder why anyone with a sense of sanity would want to do math all day. So, so I write because I understand the language of words and letters. They mean something to me, I get what an author wants to say, I feel the words as they are told to me. I do not understand x+ divided by the sum of -8. Why? Why would I?
Sadness! So sad!
this would be the third time I have taken this class... I want to face this challenge head on, full force w/ piss and vinegar. The only thing is, okay not the only thing, is that I get to a point where I am so frustrated that I can no longer thing straight. I get that stress headache and I burst out in tears. Okay, I do not burst out in tears but I am crying side and thoughts of shooting myself dance like sugar plums in my head!
I do not think like a math person, I do not understand the mind of an accountant... I wonder why anyone with a sense of sanity would want to do math all day. So, so I write because I understand the language of words and letters. They mean something to me, I get what an author wants to say, I feel the words as they are told to me. I do not understand x+ divided by the sum of -8. Why? Why would I?
Sadness! So sad!
Friday, June 15, 2012
Stand with President Obama: Pass the DREAM Act
Stand with President Obama: Pass the DREAM Act: Help us reach 100,000 strong standing with President Obama and telling Congress to pass the DREAM Act: http://www.dccc.org/dream-act
Saturday, May 19, 2012
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Tuesday, March 27, 2012
Bullying from My Experience: Bullying from My Experience: Bullying from My Expe...
Bullying from My Experience: Bullying from My Experience: Bullying from My Expe...: Bullying from My Experience: Bullying from My Experience: Bullying from My Expe... : Bullying from My Experience: Bullying from My Experienc...
Wednesday, March 14, 2012
Bullying from My Experience: Bullying from My Experience: Bullying from My Expe...
Bullying from My Experience: Bullying from My Experience: Bullying from My Expe...: Bullying from My Experience: Bullying from My Experience: My Experience with Bu... : Bullying from My Experience: My Experience with Bullyin...
Wednesday, March 7, 2012
Bullying from My Experience: Bullying from My Experience: My Experience with Bu...
Bullying from My Experience: Bullying from My Experience: My Experience with Bu...: Bullying from My Experience: My Experience with Bullying; PT One Family First : The follow is a post left for me on my Facebook wall for all...
Monday, March 5, 2012
Bullying from My Experience: My Experience with Bullying; PT One Family First
Bullying from My Experience: My Experience with Bullying; PT One Family First: The follow is a post left for me on my Facebook wall for all the world to see. I was devastated that a member of my family would post such a...
Sunday, March 4, 2012
My Experience with Bullying; PT One Family First
The follow is a post left for me on my Facebook wall for all the world to see. I was devastated that a member of my family would post such a thing. Whether true of not this kind of attack was unwarranted, it really came out of nowhere. My mother and sisters were shocked, we were all wounded.
You see the Hambel Family are my first cousin Rubyann Maxey eldest daughter of my mother's younger sister Patricia. I grew up with Rubyann who is named after my mother and Auntie Pat's mother Grandma Ruby. What this missive started and ended with is hate and betrayal. My mother's family are from an old rural farming area of Southern Colorado; born of an Mexican Immigrant my Grandfather and grandmother Ruby an old school Spanish peasant girl who was denied the right to education. That was not her purpose in life.
Grandfather who I will not give a name because he was a monster; he beat my grandmother every weekend, and his children every night and day. What they scientist say about the abused is true for my mother. She beat us senseless on a daily basis. She drank like her father, cursed like and was mean as dog shit just like him.
My mother's kin are all religious extremist; many are in the cult of Jehovah Witnesses, Evangelicals and like Rubyann Maxey-Hambel a memeber of Westboro Baptists Church out of Kansas.
They are hateful bigoted and homophobic bastards. Sad enough there are at least a dozen plus gay members in our family. Rubyann's own sister and son are gay.
I hold no great affinity for these people. That is why i left for the streets of Seattle and Los Angeles at the tender age of 14 years old. The streets of unknown cities were far safer then being at home just waiting for the next beating. I had to leave. The following is an attitude spoken by Rubyann and her immediate family but it is clear that my entire family feels the same way the Hambels do.
Facebook
Hi Matti, Rachael Hambel commented on her wall post.
Rachael wrote: "Matti, this is Scott. I don't know what you're problem is
exactly, but leave my daughters, my wife, and me completely alone. You seem
to be describing yourself when you talk about being uneducated, brain washed and
simpleton. Not a single person in my family is substandard. None of them
committed a robbery, ended up in prison as somebody's bitch and got AIDS.
You may not be a "bastard" in the technical sense, but neither are any of your
siblings from your fathers second family. What does that say about character
and upbringing? I hope you live whatever is left of your life perfectly happy
and completely away from us. You're a low class queer, whose 1200 friends
must be the other inmates you bent over for. Go back to Florida. What have
you accomplished in your life? Have you ever been a contribution member of
society? Or just a pathetic, bottom feeding, drug addict, good for nothing leech?
Are you trying to re-create tension and drama and dysfunction so you
can feel normal and understand the world around you? Do not ever
communicate with anymore in my family ever again you jealous, insecure,
flaming cunt. Oh wait you only wish you had one of those... You're an idiot
and a compete waste."
If this is not hate! I do not know what is... Good thing I am not sixteen years old and really as insecure as they think. I lived in the Belt of the South, Florida for 17 years and never once did any Klans member or Black Panther call me a Faggot or said the things to me my family has. True is I am very sad for them, sad that they believe praying over their gay son will make his homosexuality go away. There will be an innocent victim and that will be his girlfriend or wife.
I wish these people the best... I hope life is good to them before the Laws of Karmic Justice finds them.
MC Marti-Croft
2012
You see the Hambel Family are my first cousin Rubyann Maxey eldest daughter of my mother's younger sister Patricia. I grew up with Rubyann who is named after my mother and Auntie Pat's mother Grandma Ruby. What this missive started and ended with is hate and betrayal. My mother's family are from an old rural farming area of Southern Colorado; born of an Mexican Immigrant my Grandfather and grandmother Ruby an old school Spanish peasant girl who was denied the right to education. That was not her purpose in life.
Grandfather who I will not give a name because he was a monster; he beat my grandmother every weekend, and his children every night and day. What they scientist say about the abused is true for my mother. She beat us senseless on a daily basis. She drank like her father, cursed like and was mean as dog shit just like him.
My mother's kin are all religious extremist; many are in the cult of Jehovah Witnesses, Evangelicals and like Rubyann Maxey-Hambel a memeber of Westboro Baptists Church out of Kansas.
They are hateful bigoted and homophobic bastards. Sad enough there are at least a dozen plus gay members in our family. Rubyann's own sister and son are gay.
I hold no great affinity for these people. That is why i left for the streets of Seattle and Los Angeles at the tender age of 14 years old. The streets of unknown cities were far safer then being at home just waiting for the next beating. I had to leave. The following is an attitude spoken by Rubyann and her immediate family but it is clear that my entire family feels the same way the Hambels do.
Hi Matti, Rachael Hambel commented on her wall post.
Rachael wrote: "Matti, this is Scott. I don't know what you're problem is
exactly, but leave my daughters, my wife, and me completely alone. You seem
to be describing yourself when you talk about being uneducated, brain washed and
simpleton. Not a single person in my family is substandard. None of them
committed a robbery, ended up in prison as somebody's bitch and got AIDS.
You may not be a "bastard" in the technical sense, but neither are any of your
siblings from your fathers second family. What does that say about character
and upbringing? I hope you live whatever is left of your life perfectly happy
and completely away from us. You're a low class queer, whose 1200 friends
must be the other inmates you bent over for. Go back to Florida. What have
you accomplished in your life? Have you ever been a contribution member of
society? Or just a pathetic, bottom feeding, drug addict, good for nothing leech?
Are you trying to re-create tension and drama and dysfunction so you
can feel normal and understand the world around you? Do not ever
communicate with anymore in my family ever again you jealous, insecure,
flaming cunt. Oh wait you only wish you had one of those... You're an idiot
and a compete waste."
If this is not hate! I do not know what is... Good thing I am not sixteen years old and really as insecure as they think. I lived in the Belt of the South, Florida for 17 years and never once did any Klans member or Black Panther call me a Faggot or said the things to me my family has. True is I am very sad for them, sad that they believe praying over their gay son will make his homosexuality go away. There will be an innocent victim and that will be his girlfriend or wife.
I wish these people the best... I hope life is good to them before the Laws of Karmic Justice finds them.
MC Marti-Croft
2012
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